Ok so I'm not very good at continuing to write on a regular basis. I am actually pretty bad at it. Ok anyway, enough with the pity, I use to have a dream, I am not sure what the dream was or what it was about. What I do remember is that preceding the dream I would see green "dots". And all I remember is an after that is an alligator. Not that I was eaten by the alligator or anything, just an alligator. I, to this day still see green "dots"... sometimes if I ask, they will form a word, if I am asking a question and need a yes or no answer.

I have been told the green "dots" are my guides. And possibly the alligator is my animal totem.

Recently I have been looking and researching animal totems. I have heard of them previous, I just do not understand what they are, what their purpose is or why I would have one and what it would be.

The alligator is a good animal totem for me... I am still searching this tho.
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